I WONT BE THERE

While you are away, out of sight,
There are battles, I daily fight.
Without any weapons, hands bare.
When you'll arrive, I won't be there.

While providing others rescue,
You forget that I need help too.
Lying restless, I gasp for air.
When you'll realise, I won't be there.

While you are busy chasing your dreams,
You don't hear my dreadful screams.
Haunted by monsters, I cry on my chair.
When you'd wanna hear, I won't be there.

Without paying heed to my doubts and confusions,
You insensitively throw your absurd conclusions.
I want you to listen, I want you to care.
When you'll understand, I won't be there.

With each day you spend in a hustle,
I am growing weak and losing muscle.
Tired and feeble, the door I stare.
When you'll get free, I won't be there.